Questions By D.I. Jolly

What if I’m actually too old?

Did I stop and think about the fact that one day I would no longer physically be able to carry on?

Did I ever consider that it would come this soon, or did I think it would just sort itself out one day?

What part of life did I get wrong? What simple misunderstanding and series of incorrect decisions got me here?

Did they really make sense at the time?

How fucking delusional am I?

Why can’t I answer any of these questions!

What if …

What if…

I’ve already failed, and I just don’t know it yet?